Sitting behind my desk
Aligning my pen on the sheet
Noticing the quietness of my surroundings
Tears my heart apart
As it realizes you are nowhere to be found
The wretched noise
Only from my fan
Standing calmly units corner
Having birds of the night
Chirping cautiously and evenly
Therefore I try
I try to distinguish
Right from wrong
Rays of the sun hit me harder
Like never before
Your words that day
My mind recalls them
By the click of the clock
Getting back to me
They come at me
Saying
“I trusted you; you betrayed me”
Nevertheless, like a bow and an arrow
They pierced my heart
Yes!
Passed through the inner most part of my being
Without a remorseful spirit
They cut through my veins
Like an ax cuts through the bark of a tree
Foolishly
I stood still
Without a pinch of care
Nor a heart to reason
I allowed your arrow
Straight into my eyes
I trusted you
You let me down
I trusted you
Yet, you stabbed me in the back
Blinding my eyes to the red flags
Has caused me today
It all comes back to me
Yet I hope you change
Having so much faith in you
Yes! Saying I’ll bring you even the moon
Only if you had asked
Handing my heart over to you
Was surely not enough
Guess you needed more
You didn’t appreciate my efforts
Without struggling
You broke my heart
You dismantled my mind too
What am I supposed to do now
I’m supposed to hate you
Yet I find myself adoring you
The betrayer
My trust breaker
I adore him so much
If not for him then,
I wouldn’t have seen the light
At the end of this tunnel
