Mixed Feelings

Yeah yeah
In a journey
So far we feeling hopeless

Aside the laughter
Aside the smile
When we get back inside
Behind closed doors

We wail
Think about why
Life is so unfair
Trying so hard
Just to make ends meet

The fan in my room
Gets tired and cries
Anytime I try to put on
He says I use him too much

Always cooling myself
I’m selfish
Plans didn’t go as envisioned
Sometimes
Just sometimes

We want to end it all
Giving up
Yeah that would help
Where’s hope huh
She nowhere to be found

Faith left the day I decided to sleep without praying
She didn’t want anything to do with me

My head aches
From the numerous tears
Going to the river
Through my eyes

Useless
Depressed
Having nothing to do
No support
No not even from family

Struggling
Our daily bread to the top
Yet we are supposed to make it
Yet we are supposed to live life

The world they say is a stage
Yet I am still at stage one
When will I even go to two
Not to talk of ten
Not to talk often

Someone should come from the future
Bless me with the blessings there
Make me great in the present

There’s so much pain in my heart
I can’t take
I can’t stand faking the smile
Yet I try
I try so hard to embrace it
Isn’t there hope

Destiny please take it easy on me
This test is beyond me
I plead with you to go easy
Bring the wealth to my door step

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