2 a.m

Calmly
I feel myself sliding
Apparently
I hear my heart indulging

Unintentionally
It stops and wakes at dawning

Relevant
It shakes the hell
Out of me

Is it a joke
Was it so good
Yet I feel this is it

We went for a walk
We came back
She told me she was falling

What
For who
Me or you
Our mirror goes like
Hey! Don’t you dare
My mind says it can’t be

My head says forget them all
But my heart says
Remember what the one
Who left did to you

It’s hurting
Disappointing
At least we both know
The truth now

Like the snail
I lick up my feelings
In the words that I write

Without thinking twice
I want to make a step
Hell no you won’t
Mind comes in

Oh no
Not you again
I’m with you so don’t you dare fall

C’mon
Let the lady be
She will go but will return
With tears in her heart

Well give her an opportunity
She can do whatever she pleases

My head and mind
Both pissed
Walk around in my room
Where we have conversations

One that leads to solutions
Tonight
They are on my case
Like the defendant and persecutor

My mirror stares me in the eyes
Mention my name and stops a bit

I know this is hard she says
Like the rain pouring in a desert
Like the mirage in the hallway

Give it a chance
She comes closer

Yet still my feelings are locked away
Fear and trembling
I go sit on the bed

They be staring at each other
Waiting for my decision
I get up
Look them in the eye

This is what I said

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