Losing

Pains in my hands
Like the bullets
In my gun loaded

I swear I cross
A thousand miles
Just to see
The guns loaded

Like my eyesight
I’m myopic
When you get further
Imagining the treasure
Of the night closing

I just feel it now
I just feel it now
The wonders
In the night sky
Just amazing

Pressure pushing me
From all sides
Insecurities of all kinds
They play with my mind
till I’m numb and shivering

Like the messages
On my WhatsApp
Until they turn blue
Then I haven’t seen it

The ideas
In my heart loading
As a tempest rises
Through my sea
I wave

Every bit of life
Fading away so fast
Losing myself
In the love you showed
Which was fake

I just can’t take it now
I just can’t take it now
My demons speak to me
The angels
They don’t make a sound

Wish I could break down
Wish I would break down

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